I've chosen a New Journey...

I recently, because of everything that's happened, found myself good at everything, and fulfilled by nothing. I have been on a self discovery journey. Trying to establish, what, or who I want to be. I know what, I am now, and who i am... but what should be my path.I think this is a question we all ask ourselves often, and throughout our lives. However, I feel a calling to "be" with people. It's unexplainable. Since I can remember, people are drawn to me. Even more now, than ever. At first it was just giving a good piece of advice to a friend, and then it was phone calls all the time, now... well I feel swamped!This was the main reason for my recent exile. I needed time to THINK!I'd like to think that I feel like I'm back. I will embark in the learning of several new languages, since I have a gift for "communicating" with people, and I will be attending several courses to help "channel" and "hone" my gifts better. I've decided it's time for me to just accept what I am, or have become, and accept that I am not like the rest. That was very hard. I don't think I'm superior (although I like to think I'm smarter! LOL), but I cannot remain in the shadows any longer.The attitude in me is back... I feel like being a bad girl again! All this goody goody stuff, was driving me nuts. I feel the fire again, and the desires. So I will embrace both.I'll have my cake... AND EAT IT TOO!!!