Delinquencies...

Why did you invite me to meet?Why did you promise me time?Why did you say we were in this together?Why did you ask me to give you a key?Why did you ask me to share by dresser drawers?Why did you have me meet your wife?Did you try to test me? Did I pass?Have youreally changed? Or is your passion past?Are you scared? Did you fall in and pull back?You don't call anymore. We used to talk everyday.You owe me. I made you. I'll brake you.You know that. So why pretend?I see through you.And your now a shell. Like you're under some spell.I've found out more about you.I've researched you and your past.There's things you haven't told me.I wonder why that is?Are you telling me all? Did you just forget?Or is the past just the past?Who are you? And did I really find you?Did I make you want to be? Did I make you pretend?Did I brake you? Or did I rape you? Or did I make you unmend?Yesterday I saw, and I didn't cry.Yesterday I saw, and felt no guilt.Yesterday I saw, and felt the power.Yesterday you saw me, and felt a coward.I grieve for you no more, although I still want you.I yearn to bask in the glow of your power.To absorb your strength, and give of my flower.You hve note felt since that power.It's been some time, I used to count the days.But I rather enjoy the thought of the memories.The moments we shared, as the dreams turn to haze.Now I just count the money, That only for me you'll make.I've given you gloryI've given you fameAnd you try to destroy itBecause you'r afraid.I can't believe youThis is not youYou don't fool me...I'll still be here when you're through.