Bored out of my mind!

I don't know what to do with myself!!!I've been writing for the chicago tribune RED EYE newspaper as a special contributor for years, and I did it just for fun. I've mostly written for the Casual Sex Column, belonging to a friend, and mostly focus on sexual or relationship topics; you know the Taboo stuff. But recently, through helping out a friend I've been asked to write for a local newspaper called the EXTRA, by doing so , theyn are offering me my own column, within a magazine section they call Insomnia. I've come up with the name "The Sixth Sense" for the column, and it would include a radio segment in the Insomnia radio version of the paper on a local radio station Power 92.3 FM, in Chicago. The first edition of my new column is this thurday, deadline being Monday @ noon. I have tons of articles, and in fact I wrote a new once specifically for the new edition to kick off with a bang, to my first version of the column. I've also been asked to give seminars on similar topics, because for some reason people believe I have all the answers and are begging for a seminar, absed on this column.The trouble is, that I should be excited, and I am, don't get me wrong, I appreciate the opportunity, but I can't help but think, this might tie me down, and although I cut the deal only under the conditions that I'm not required to come into the office, work from home, e-mail my articles, and even to the radio show interviews via phone if I want to, I somehow don't feel as thrilled as I should!All of my friends are jumping for joy, and telling me I am weird for being so numb about it, but I can't delp it. I still maintain my magical studies, and am still exploring my recent awekening, and learning to harness my abilities, and gain control, and maybe somehow, because that has been my priority, this is not as significant as it once would have been to me.DOn't get me wrong. I'm happy. Just not thrilled. I'm bored, with everything just comming to me so easily. I thrive with challenge. I yearn for excitement. I love it when things seem unreachable. And now, things just come. What to do?I'll have to find something. Since my main skills ly in event planning, perhaps it would be a challenge to organize a gathering of all of us, and share the many ideas we all type about.Until then... I will keep brainstrorming. Any ideas?